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Winter break yang....

Saturday, 14 February 2009

Aku memiliki cita2
Aku ada harapan besar
Untuk memenuhi cuti 2 minggu ini dengan sebaik2nye
Aku impikan...
Bercuti di Sinai
Berkelah di Alexandria
Bersantai di rumah kawan2 di Mansurah
Berjalan2 mengelilingi kota Cairo
Indah....sungguh indah

U.F.O.R.T.U.N.A.T.E.L.Y....

I ended up...
duduk terperap di rumah
jangankan ke Mansurah...
ke kedai yg jauhnye 20 tapak kat depan tu pun aku susah nak pegi
uwaaaa.....
hari ni hari terakhir cuti
dan aku masih di sini....
menikmati saat2 terakhir cuti
di rumah tercinta ini

APAKAH???!

Old-friends still young

Tuesday, 10 February 2009

Remember that small, not-so-modern but comfy classroom...
Remember the dusty blackboard, nearly torn apart duster, those 25 new desks and chairs...
Remember the sweet, dainty Science teacher, the loud & strict English teacher, the motherly Maths teacher and the hardworking Malay teacher...
Remember the large green field, the 3 flag poles, the gloomy pathway, the small and over-crowded cafetaria and the very quiet library...

I came from a not-so-famous primary school. If I mentioned it once, people would be like "...huh???". That's the truth. My school is not as famous as KGV or SK Puteri or St. Paul.
Not many have heard of the name SRI Seremban. And it's location is not along the way to the town, or even somewhere else.
And you might feel like an introvert when you're in a group of students from all schools as the fact that your school is not government-supported, moreover it's private school.
That's the inconvenient truth about my school.

But honestly...as I grow older, I realize how lucky I was to be there.
The stuffs I got from there...the knowledge, friendship, love, being able to be independent, learning to differentiate the right from wrong and the best of all...having to set my dreams.

The teachers were so committed, loving, motherly, sincere...and all good things I wish to say.
Being in the standard six gave me a lot of sweet and sour memories.
From a little girl who knew so little, I grew up becoming someone.

The classroom and all it's content were the most interesting part of school.
We didn't wear shoes in the class as we had the carpet.
At the back of the class was the place where...we had a such a wonderful time despite our BIG exam year.
And..the thing that made our senior year in such an isolated school so memorable was...we had such a wonderful afternoon break every Friday.
Know what happened?
We had the afternoon break earlier than any other days.
The teacher would tell us to go to the back of the class and sleep.
Yup, no kidding. We had to sleep.
Sweet, huh?
At first, we were like "no way", "how could we sleep???" and many other complaints.
But later, it was like a miracle had happened that we all slept soundlessly.
The purpose was to let us regain our energy for the next hours of lecture later on that day.

Friends...
Well, in class 6 As-Syafie, we only had 25 students at that time.
According to the alphabetical order, I became the 25th. (anyway...it's always like that, huhu)
Girls were more than boys, as usual.
Our class had the most number of prefects and even the head prefect was in that class.
As far as I could remember, the boys were Hakim, Rusydi, Abu, Iqbal, Azizi, Safwan (both), Fuad, Fadzil, Fadzli.
The girls were Herda, Dee, Nad, Farah Asilah, Fatimah, Aishah, Khadeejah, Fatin Afifah, Dhamirah, Azura, Ain Syafiqah, Izyan, Asmak, Salwa and me. Actually, I'm not so sure about this coz we had
We had the best of memories, the biggest wars, the sweetest tales and the happy ending.

Some of them are still keeping in touch with me.
Almost half of us went to the same secondary school.

God..I wish I could put their photos in here. But I don't know why it won't work right now.
Maybe later.
Anyway...now that all of us had finish secondary school, we all go and follow our separate ways.
Some of them were heard of, some lost contact.
I remembered and will always remember who they were and the memories we had together.

Manusia yang x sedar2

Saturday, 7 February 2009

Aku xpaham betul la...
Kenapa dalam dunia ni, ade gak makhluk bername manusia yang tak insaf2 dan tak sedar2 diri.
Yang muda, umur baru setahun jagung mahupun yang dah tua bangka, yang slalu dengar 'rumah kate pergi, kubur kate mari'.
Aku bukan nak point finger kat sape2 laa...just ambik ni sebagai peringatan kat diri sendiri la an.
Benda yang paling buat aku berasap telinga bila dengar...orang buat khianat.
Eeiii...kalau aku ditakdirkan dapat kuasa bagi hukuman...eish...memang nahas betul mereka2 yang berbuat khianat nie.
Tak kira la khianat kat diri sendiri ke, orang lain ke, kat Allah apetah lagi.
Kalau yang pemimpin tue kan...paham2 sendiri la an.
Diri tu dah pegang amanah BESAR giler nak mampus, so pandai2 la jalankan tanggungjawab mu tuh.
Kalau tak, xyahla susah payah willingly terima amanah!
Dosa2 tak penah ke nak terpikir? Umur dah besa panjang, bukannye tak tau langsung selok belok cite pasal amanah nie...
Kate orang Islam.
Aku xde niat nak bercerita panjang lebar pon. Tapi ni la dunia skarang.
Belum lagi yang ambik hak orang...makan duit orang lain.
Keji giler perbuatan...
Yang dah jadi ibu bapa tue...ha...asuh la anak2 tu betul2.
Diorang tu amanah Allah.
Jangan lepaskan tanggungjawab kat bibik je, kat cikgu skolah je...
Anak2 tue darah daging sendiri, pandai2 la jaga.
Pastu, kalau bleh, jadi la ibu bapa yang berwawasan sket.
Didikla anak2 supaya satu hari nanti, jadi golongan pembela agama, bangsa dan negara.
cewah...cam pensyarah lak aku nie...huhu.
Tapi betul la.
What's the point of having sooooo many kids but they ended up being drug dealers, robbers, or simply just....a tv star?????????????
Think of their future in this life and the next life too.
One more thing, jadilah contoh yang baik kat diorang...
Ni aku tengok...lagi nak merosakkan anak2.
Ish3...mane la letaknye kelogikan akal manusia zaman skarang nie.

Ha...nasib baik dah azan isyak. Kalau tak...habis lak panjang lebar aku tulis nie.
Yang penting, pandai2 la pikir...rajin2 la kite ingatkan diri.
Wassalam~

What you want is not always what you get!

Friday, 6 February 2009

Do you agree with me?
Well, if you don't, then you better go and have some roding session for your eyes with the ophthalmologist, haha.
Tell me honestly...do we really get what we have always wanted?
Maybe 50% or even 75%, yes.
But never 100%.
Why is that?
Maybe simply because things that we want are not always the best for us.
For Allah gives us the best, so that we can live our lives wonderfully.
Take this for instance:
A girl wished to have a Barbie doll for her birthday. She wished that her mom and dad would give her such present.
But it ended up by she received a fairy tales story book and a pair of pink watches.
She asked herself why didn't I get the Barbie that I've always wanted.
The answer is....maybe because it's not the best for her.
Maybe she'll be too much into that doll that she might ignore the outside world, and have no friends at all.
See...things like this always happen.

Lemme give ya another example:
A guy had a crush on his classmate.
It had been a very long time he kept himself being her secret admirer.
Until one day when he decided to tell her.
But then...she simply said NO.
He was deeply hurt and blamed God for being unfair.

What he did was truely wrong.
He didn't know that there is someone better made for him out there.

You see, it's God's job to make things work for us.
Our duty is to live our lives the way we must do it.
So, don't take things for granted, k!

Apabila exam suda selesai....

Exam dah habis!!!!
Maka dengan itu...diumumkan...dengan tak rasminye, rumah negeri ni jadi kembali hiruk pikuk seperti sedia kala, hahaha.
Budak syariah habis dulu, pastu usul, pastu medik and lastly, lughah tahun 1.
Jeritan serta sorakan bagi mereleasekan tension terdengar di setiap penjuru rumah negeri.
Time ni la budaya 'tukar-menukar CD cerita' kembali diamalkan.
Memang nampak sangat la kesepaduan anak2 rumah negeri nih...
HAHAHAHA....xbley bla betol.

Yang lelakinye aku tak tau la an...

Tapi yang banatnye...
'Eh...hari ni dah gi City Star, esok gi Sarag Mall...lusa nak gi mane plak ek??'
Camtu la dialognye slalu.
City Star, Sarag Mall, Genena Mall, Hussein, Attabah...merata tempat nak pegi.
Tak kurang juga Rayah & Suk Mekah tue..huhu.
Tak kira la mane pun, yang penting mesti keluar!
Huh...sampai camtuh skali....

Bagi yang agak bruntung...maksud aku, yang visa sume dah lengkap la an...
mule la brangan nak gi Mansurah la, Dumyat la...Alex la, Sinai la...
Yang nak gi Turki, Jordan pon ade gak.
Yang kurang benasib baek tue....dok diam je la...brangan2 sambil berpeleseran sekitar Madinah Nasr nie...huhu. Temasuk la aku yang teraniaya oleh mak cik kat kaunter renew visa tuh.
Hish...xbley ke diorang renew visa tu cepat sket??
Ntah kenapa laa diorang nak lame2 agaknye.
Hobi kot...huhu.

Dah habis exam ni gak, mula la start balik klas2 tafaqquh yang tlah di tawaqqufkan dulu.
Bagus kan kat sini?
Kalau kat Malaysia, aku xsure la brape banyak klas yang ade.

Ha...lagi satu, time2 cuti ni la laptop dan modem jadi benda paling hangat di pasaran.
'Ustaz Ferr, pukul 2 kang nak gune modem kat 4A ye'
'Ustaz, modem free tak pukul 5 ni??'
modem tu kena bayar laa....ape daaa

Tu yang pompuan laa.
Kot yang laki....ape lagi.
Mesti la dengan hobi bijak diorang tuh.
Bak kate salah sorang kawan aku: GUNA LINE CURIK LAA.
Free je...xyah bayar pape. Hebat btol dunia zaman skarang nih...

Hmm mmg macam2 la aktiviti yang berlaku skarang nih.
Yang jadi tukang masaknye, tukang download citenye, penyanyi jalanannye...huhu.
Macam2 ada!

Xkesah la ape2 pun nak dibuat, asalkan bahagia & xlanggar perintah Allah.

Aku plak...camni je la.
Kalau x bace buku cite, aku tulis cite.
Kot dah boring, aku on laptop, ym ngan ibu ayah.
Kot diorang x online, aku tgk la cite2 yang ade kat dalam laptop kesayangan nie.
Nasib baik ade supplier, kalau tak tpakse la aku tgk cite2 yang same sampai hapal setiap watak punye dialog, haha.

Pape pun, aku harap dapat isi cuti ni buat benda2 yang aku PERLU buat, bukan yang aku NAK buat...amiiiin.
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